Nicki Minaj Opens Up About Motherhood and Anxiety Since Welcoming Son

Nicki Minaj recently revealed her struggles with anxiety since becoming a mother to her 2-year-old son, affectionately nicknamed “Papa Bear.” The rapper, known for hits like “Super Freaky Girl,” shared in a candid interview with E! News that the strong attachment to her child often leaves her feeling as though her “heart is being ripped out” when they are apart.

Having given birth to her son on September 30, 2020, Minaj explained the emotional challenges she faces, particularly when away from him. She recounted a moment in the U.K. where she found herself in tears, emphasizing the difficulty of FaceTiming him as it intensifies the sadness when the call ends.

Minaj, who shares her son with husband Kenneth “Zoo” Petty, highlighted their cultural background as a reason for not having a nanny. As a Trinidadian woman, she expressed the need to overcome societal norms and recognize that it’s acceptable for mothers to seek assistance in childcare. Minaj acknowledged that while many celebrities opt for nannies, she personally struggles with the idea.

Opening up about heightened anxiety, Minaj expressed concerns shared by many mothers, fearing the possibility of receiving distressing news when separated from their children. She admitted feeling the pressure to be a perfect mom and spoke about the guilt she would feel if she didn’t provide her son with siblings.

Despite the challenges, Minaj has celebrated her son’s milestones, including his first birthday with a Kung Fu Panda-themed party. The rapper has been vocal about the transformative impact of motherhood, recognizing the positive changes in her perspective and attitude. Minaj sees motherhood as a blessing and a reminder to appreciate the joy of having a child, acknowledging that not everyone gets the opportunity to experience it.